Look back in wonder

I was reminded today of some very different times - when I lived in Peru. It was in the 1980's - a very troubled time in that country's history - and a very traumatic time for me.

I love Peru. The place tugged at my heart almost immediately on arriving there; leaving - especially having to - was beyond words painful; and a chunk of my heart will always be there in a way.

A friend posted some pictures on fb today which brought back some very painful memories - that particular corner of my memory space I rarely visit. It was traumatic at times, painful and challenging. But I spent ten of the best, happiest years of my life there. Sometimes I do look back and wonder if that was really me! God brought us through some amazing times. 

Last year two things happened - a friend I worked with in Peru died sadly, bringing back loads of memories. And then totally unconnected, I got back in touch with Godchildren and friends from all those years ago. It has been a huge blessing. I will never forget them and they haven't forgotten me! How's that for heartwarming!

Peru enriched my life and a lot of what I am and do today comes from those times. I am grateful to God for taking me there, keeping me there - and yes I can say it now - bringing me back. Looking back is ok - sometimes essential, but we don't live there - we live in the now and move with God always to the next thing. Now, I wonder what that will be?!